Today was such a beautiful day with my beautiful other half, except for the passing showers right after I hung my clothes on the line. We took a road trip up the mountain for a nice lunch. The weather up there was a little cloudy but still cooler than if we had lunch downtown. Have you ever felt what its like to get your pores taken out with just your nails? Thats one of the most painful things I've had to endure ever...its torture. We returned home and lounged out watching 'Armywives' on Netflix. She is hooked on that series. I can't complain though, watching some of those episodes with her and the show really gets you into it. We talked about our incoming trip to Las Vegas, we're really excited about that. I know I can't wait.

You ever noticed someone just going through the motions? The things they do or say doesn't feel like it use to be. The time together slowly disintegrates less and less. And the times spent feels through the motion.

I hate work days when the time goes by ridiculously slow. It feels like hours have gone by and when I check the clock, 10 minutes only went by. I was over watching Youtube videos and most of the sites are blocked because of my work place likes to block every site. Luckily the guitar tab sites aren't blocked, I printed out a lot of guitar tabs. In fact, my fingers feel raw from playing my guitar trying to practice some of the songs.

My fiance and I did a 30 minute jog/walk which felt good. Haven't exercised in a while ever since my knee injury a month or two back. After out jog/walk we lounged in the house and watched "The Kite Runner", such a good movie. Then had dinner with the fiance's family, lots of good food for a regular night. Almost finished Kite Runner but I had to go so I could get some rest.

Good night Xanga!

I have a problem, I want to sleep early like around 10ish but a few hours later I go to bed thinking to myself what happened to sleeping earlier.

Oh well good night.

Its been a while since I last posted. Things have been really emotional. I've never ever had so many emotions at once in my life until now. Worried, jealousy, anger, betrayed, trusting, confused, empty, useless, unworthy, and sad.

The weather is weird, its oddly cold at night. But I slept good the past couple cold nights.

I just wish we didn't have to be so far away every night. =(

I feel a little better knowing what was said. But there's always that voice that's tells me "what if?" I want to believe. No..I need to believe. No wait..I will believe.

Its 3am and I can't sleep. I got Nickelback's "Never Gonna Let You Go" on repeat.

I don't know why but I have this feeling in my gut thats been bothering me.

Every time I think about it, it just makes me sad.

Damn time flies by so fast now days. With work, I've haven't had time to do the things I use to do like surf, tennis, and even hang out with my friends. I've just been working to the point where I'm just tired of working. Though I shouldn't be complaining since work brings food on the table. So in the end, I'm grateful.

Now if only I could find a fairly decent house that's cheap and affordable than I'd be set.

Oh! And a wife, I'm still looking for my other half that'll complete me.

WOW!

Happy New Year, Valentines Day, St. Patty's Day, and Easter!